My Rant

So last class was interesting, to say the least. I have to say, I felt like I was being attacked after being put on the spot by the other people in my group. It was like I was being singled out because I was in groups that met at certain times - and had already been in these groups before we were put into our own ones in this class - while absolutely nothing was said about all the free time I had that one of the other people had a conflict with. Just me. Thanks, guys. Look, I don't mind discussing that we had trouble meeting, because we did, but that I was the one blamed for our inability to meet was the thing that really pissed me off. Seriously, I know that I have a lot of things on my plate, but saying that I was the one responsible for our inability to meet is not right. As a matter of fact, I was there EARLY for all the times that we did meet; I grabbed a room in the library for us to practice; I was there first on the day we presented - most of our group didn't even arrive until half an hour or more later than when we had planned to meet. I get pissed when I work hard to be there for everyone else and then they make it seem like I never was. Trust me, I wanted to say something about this in class but I didn't want to start an in-class fight in front of the other group. I can't even believe I was treated that way; I don't feel like I am respected. And that mini lecture by Professor Aguas to me about getting my priorities straight - what the fuck, seriously. I know he didn't know everything and was just going off of what people were saying and what I wasn't saying, but to blatantly say that in front of everyone and single me out as someone who does not have their priorities straight like he knows every single detail of my life and is judging me on what he thinks he knows is a serious error. I am so pissed that I can't type anymore. I'm beyond words.